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Friday, July 30, 2010
i dont wan't to waste my time. but i just can't find the way to let go every single thing . sometimes i wished that you were never in my life. but i still wish, things will turn out like how i wanted it to be. ahh dah shut up. it gonna be very tough soon. i better be mentally/emotionally prepared. i shouldnt do anything that would hurt her, cause by then not only her, but i will be the one suffering tooo. tsk. this gonna be so hard.
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
high fever & dehydration. after 4days of mc and 6days of me getting stuck at home i finally went back to school earlier on. i still felt super weak, but i dont wanna be stuck at home again , doing nothing , & vomiting non-stop. luckily i managed to survive you. ohh thanks for the advanced birthday wishes people ((:
Monday, July 19, 2010
![]() Celebrated Racial Harmony Day in school today. if im not wrong this would be the last year, Dunman gonna celebrate this event. but still, it gonna be our last RHD event in dunman. i love you guys truckloads, since almost each & everyone of us wore our ethnic costumes <33 CLARA wore my black kebaya. hahha , glad she loved it. i malas want to post every single picture here, cause it will take me hours, so more pictures over at facebook. tomorrow MT Olevel LC exam. good luck. 10more days to go.happyhappy ((:
Sunday, July 18, 2010
REGRETS
Saturday, July 17, 2010
im still waiting for fiz's email cause i still dont know if he is fine at sea. i still think shafiq is mad at me. ah aku penat.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
im tired. i shall stop pretending. lets wait for the outcome.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
life gue sungguh busy sekarang. bukan busy aper ah, cume mcm penat smacam jek. since mum masuk hosp, there were no one to take care of me & fifi & we have to handle everything on our own and we only get to meet dad early in the morning before he left and sometimes late at night, only when we are not asleep yet. and im not so use to this. they never left us alone at home for days okay. and i so the manja right, then suddenly kena like this, tros panic skejap. mum just recovered after 4 days of no eating and no walking, alhamdulilah. & dad's not letting us meet her until the weekends if she's not discharge yet. hope she's gonna be alright. &ohh whoever who asked me, supported me, comforted me, thanks yeah. appreciated ((: had my malay Olevel oral earlier on. please don't tell me i screwed it up cause' i think i did screwed it up part of it. i was talking when suddenly the teacher move on to the next question but i told her im not done yet. like hello, its my marks here, and you rushed. she finally said terima kasih when im not done yet, but i just like ah lantak awak laa(of course to myself laa). so please don't fail me cause you rushed me. malay LC in one week time. i fail this, i fail the whole subject so please be good & let me pass okay. i know i did the right thing , so i dont mind.
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Happy 17th Birthday Boys:D ![]() & Kamal
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
i thought i was always the strong girl who never show what she really feels. but today, it doesnt seems to turn out that way. i tried to be strong and show others that ohh come on, it wont affect me a single bit, i promise. but then , it wasnt like that. i never told her how much i love her. i never told her that she meant alot to me , no matter how kurang ajar i was to her. i know i wasnt such a nice daughter . idk, it was just hard for me to handle this when it was so sudden. very sudden. the house is so kelam kabut right now. im confused. shouted at fifi for nothing too. ya so the whole point is , i so cannot handle this thing like how i wanted it to be. dah bye ah. aku malas nak buat journal, nak buat ss notes.
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